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Goodbye Anne – Poem by Bruce Whealton">Goodbye Anne – Poem by Bruce Whealton

Good Bye Anne

				Letter To Anne Sexton

I thought I knew you
by your poetry
but in the recent biography
I glanced at,
revealed a different
Anne.

I thought I could relate...
that the only one
you hurt was
yourself -
but this bio says
you abused your
children.

I had sympathized
with you and felt
a certain kindred
connection but perhaps
I just ignored the
differences.

I've really confessed
more of myself
to the world -
people can read my
poems
and truly know
who I am...

Another thing,
I really never got
your love of
Death -
never really could
relate...
though, I've
known the despair
of which you've
spoken
but that's where them
similarity
ends.

I may still,
some day,
feel
the urge
to quote your poem
“Wanting to Die,”
as if I shared
your feelings.

by Bruce Whealton

The Things that Endure – Poem by Bruce Whealton">The Things that Endure – Poem by Bruce Whealton

The Things that Endure

It is a question of method.

Don't be surprised,
as if you didn't see it coming.

You may think you know me,
but you do not...
though you should have known me -
I've revealed myself
more than enough -
I have nothing more to offer.

I only hope to be different
than Anne Sexton,
“Wanting to Die”
or Sylvia Plath confessing
her suicidal intentions.

First my aunt did it
back in the 80s and
it seemed a bit strange back then -
I had no idea she was
so depressed.

I've seen her since then.
She seems fine now -
in dreams.

How can this be?
Don't ask me
I just know that she seems fine.

The native Americans
believed that the dead,
or the souls of the dead
visit us in dreams...

So maybe auntie Rosie
was telling me
all is well now.

Then there is my first cousin
Karen, who hanged herself,
back in February of 2007.

I miss her and want to know
why.  I didn't know she was
depressed either.

When it comes my turn
I don't suppose anyone
will really be too surprised.

I could be wrong...
maybe finally, in this last act,
someone will find something
interesting about me
and what I've done.

In all truthfulness
though, I hold out no hope
for this.

I only know
that the only thing
I can imagine
that actually lasts
is this one act...

otherwise
I'd have nothing
against life itself
but nothing
ever lasts!

Bruce Whealton – poem for April 22nd, 2009

In the Boat – Poem by Bruce Whealton">In the Boat – Poem by Bruce Whealton

In The Boat

This time it felt
just like a premonition.
In the dream,
I felt like a ghost -
I was there with you
transparent to your sight
you looked right through me
not seeing me.

My love for you
keeps these dreams alive
But I must be
strong and sober,
yet even amethyst could not
prevent the intoxication
of these memories.

There is something familiar
about the place -
I recognize in the distance,
somewhere, the Cape Fear river
empties into the ocean.

There by the water
we stood
yet you did not see me.
I watched you enter your sailboat.

I tried to call out
but I was so scared
of loosing you.

I watched you drift away,
fading out of sight.

The poet Anne Sexton
wrote of her great rowing
toward God.

The boat I enter
takes me back in time -
back to you.

By Bruce Whealton – April 2009